I was away from the internet for a few days, and when I returned, it had all gone to hell. Again.
I no longer plan to read Elizabeth Bear’s Stratford Man books because of her unconscionable behavior in this post. Unfortunately, I can’t return those books and get my money back. So instead, I plan to follow Avalon’s Willow’s excellent suggestion: sell them (and a few others) and donate the money to Verb Noire, a new press for writers and characters of color.
And I want to be clear about some things. I am white and privileged; I try to be conscious of and fight against the racism that permeates my environment, but I know that I fail sometimes. And I am sorry for that. I hope that I learn better, but — and this is important — I don’t believe it is anybody’s responsibility but my own to teach me how not to be an asshat. I need to learn. I need to try. I need to make the hard decisions, adjust the ingrained attitudes, and be an adult about how I write about POCs.
My promise here is that I will always work toward that goal. And when I screw up, I will not do what Elizabeth Bear has done: trivialize, insult, marginalize, alienate, and try to silence POCs.
I will listen. I will research. I will learn.